Mistress Patricia,

Yes, it is time to get back to work socks and plain living and, i may
well be using the recent memories of You and of two excellent sessions to
get me going on some things that need doing.

i left Your place on Thurs. with a feeling of satisfaction and an extremely
warm glow, both physically and emotionally. Arriving at my hotel more
invigorated than tired i just soaked up the feelings of being submissive,
controlled and  owned.  Then i went out, buying some fruit and yogurt for
supper and muffins for breakfast to avoid the upwards of $60.00 that these
meals would cost at the hotel. These savings will start again the fund, that
i accumulate by not spending on some things, to use for seeing You again.
Not wanting to give up their effect on me, the fem clothes stayed on until
late evening and every time i went by a mirror i saw Your bold red letters
on my chest. Stepping out of the shower in the morning i was some alarmed to
see them still there and pondered how i was going to get them off. However,
some soap and scrubbing did work. (Why do i think you are laughing as you
read this?)

All the way back home i was still feeling the effects of Your work on my
nipples and balls. i had to put a band-aid over my left nipple where i keep
my glasses in my shirt pocket. ( Do i sense You smiling?) my nipples still
stand out hard, proud, tender, and rosy red like Rudolph's nose.

My balls --- You certainly did a number on them - such as i have never
before come close to experiencing or dreaming of. Can You imagine what it is
like lying blindfolded, not knowing what Mistress Patricia is doing, but
feeling them being very, very tightly bound, and then stretched up and up
and left that way for me to think about. When i heard the creaking of wood
and felt even more tightness i had no idea what was going on until you let
me look at the humbler. Both with Your amazing new apparatus, and when being
bound over Your bench in preparation for whipping and caning, i was amazed
at how my balls initially felt the tightness and discomfort, and then how
that was totally replaced by a feeling of acceptance because it was You who
chose to do it; and then real thankfulness because it was what i needed. i
can't say that there was the same degree of acceptance for Your frequent,
wicked, tapping on them with whatever it was You were using. This too is
good for me, and i guess i will need  more work on the accept ness part until
i can remain quiet and try not to pull them away.

Never before have my nipples received so much attention. The frequent and
prolonged use of painful clips, while on your cross, was excellent and was
scarier each time You put them on as well as each time i began to feel your
whip and crop again, as nipples became more and more tender. It didn't take
much of an initial treatment of that before i was most anxious to kiss your
feet at any opportunity. And my nipples, like my balls, felt very much like
they were owned by You.

Your punishment with both whip and cane while on the cross on Wed. was good.
It was new and useful to learn what it felt like on back and sides. The
marks left there were barely noticeable. While not sore afterwards, my bottom
is still showing slight marks from both Wed. and Thurs, especially on my
right cheek as a result of your right handedness, and mostly where my bottom
meets my legs. Please be assured that when i go for training i never expect
that everything that happens will be absolutely perfect, and i hope it is
okay to report that while the way i was secured to your bench on Thurs. was
excellent, the effect of the caning was slightly diminished because my
bottom was chilly in that location. (Since caning is very important to me, i
am sorry that the canes i supplied are not that good. If you ever wish
to, and are able to, purchase a good rattan, fibreglass or plastic cane, at
least 36" long, with a good handle or whatever You want, i would certainly
immediately send You the cost. i guess the trouble is in finding a reputable
supplier. i don't know whether the B & D Emporium in Edmonton has or would
order these.)

i do hope that whatever my next visit to You may bring that there will be
time for a strong reminder to my nipples, balls and bottom.

(In passing i want to say that when i mentioned knowing a very few people
there, i didn't intend that i couldn't be seen with You. The chance of
seeing anyone i know is very remote and we could just say that i had met You
on a previous trip and ran into You again. (All very true.)

With no intention to report on everything, let me just say: --- With
considerable satisfaction, and some pride, i now know that it is possible
to curb ones sexual arousal, thanks in part to Your displeasure at my
swollen dick, and to your scary punishment of it. As i left your place i did
impose on myself a denial of orgasm until Sunday night --- Your patience
training was very significant, with none of it being easy. Those 15 minute
times were hard and seemed to last forever, and i will now have something to
think about when expected to wait quietly. --- Thanks for Your assignments
after the Wed. session. They kept me so very aware of Your control and
increased my apprehension about the next day. Yes, i have learned to have a
respectful, healthy and positive fear of You and that is now deservedly
reinforced by knowing that i don't get off easy for not being totally
obedient in completing assignments. --- i enjoyed being able to serve You
lunch and having to sit quietly while you ate, not knowing whether i dare
say anything at all, while i hoped that a Golden Haired Goddess sitting in
the corner would be pleased. --- Thank You for being able to have an
occasional cigarette and for our talks after each session.

In summary: You are a strong and independent woman Mistress Patricia. From
the time i arrived, Your no-nonsense, stern and demanding demeanour made me
perfectly aware that this was not going to be 'a walk in the park'. Starting
almost immediately i totally felt like Your slave and that feeling still
lingers with me, along with ever increasing admiration and respect for You.

AND THANKS SO MUCH for the privilege of worshipping Your breasts. That was
very special!!!

Hoping that i may be allowed to see You again.

Proud to be Your slave, kim

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