Hello Mistress! i just got home from work. i would like to say again Thank-You! That was an amazing session. You asked me to send You a message and describe how i felt and what i thought. Well here goes.

     The only thing that i could think about yesterday was the session. From the time i  woke and placed my feet on the floor up until i rang the buzzer.My mind would race with thoughts of what might happen. i tried to imagine what it would be like to serve not one but two Beautiful  Dominant Women. i arrived about 2:50 and sat in my car and waited until it was time. My heart raced so hard it felt like it was coming through my chest. i had not been that scared since the first time i came to You.

     When i got to Your door and it was locked i really  became scared. i could hear voices and could not help wonder who was there. i was somewhat relieved when You Mistress Patricia answered the door. i did get a little scared when i saw two other people there. i know that You told me that Lady Bernadett would be there and a cameraman, but it was new. Usually it is only You and me. When You told me to undress and kneel in the middle of the room, i new that there was no turning back. i didn't want to any way! As i undressed, i could feel the cold air on my skin and all eyes on me. i was pretty shy. i felt like the fat kid in elementary  gym class again. The kid that everyone teased! i wanted so desperately to hide myself. When You asked if i had learned the positions and i replied "no". i really felt that i had let You down. As well when You asked what my safe word was and i did not know. i felt so embarrassed and stupid. i would like to apologize for that. i  never think about my safe word. i never felt the need to use it. i love everything  You do  to me. i feel safe with You and i know that You would never intentionally hurt me.

      When You fastened  the collar around my neck  and introduced me to Lady Bernadett. i was so nervous and excited. i think that was why i was giving so many wrong answers and doing stupid things. i desperately wanted to look at Lady Bernadett but i dare not for fear that it would be the wrong thing to do.  i could not help but wonder how sadistic She might be. The thing that really caught my attention right away was her energy. She seems so enthusiastic! i really loved how She would  yell at me and then whisper in my ear. First the yelling would add to my fears and the whispering would help calm them somewhat. It was a real roller coaster ride of emotions. When She slapped my face it would always bring me back to reality. i really felt ashamed of myself. Please don't get me wrong. i am not ashamed of my  fantasies  and what i like to do. Except for You and my girlfriend,  no one else knows of my likes and kinks. i could not help but wonder what they thought. Whether or not  they were judging me and to what extent. It really added to the excitement. i really don't think that  i have ever felt that submissive. i loved it. Please don't get me wrong. i felt a real sense of helplessness. i loved it.

       When You mentioned that i  was interested in Golden Showers  i felt so?!? i desperately wanted to receive a Golden Shower from the Two of You. i really felt scared but extremely curious and aroused when Lady Bernadett asked me if i wanted to be fucked in the ass by Her. i could not help but wonder if it would happen. i really wanted the Two of You to do  what You wanted with me. i especially loved when the two of You fucked my mouth with  Your Strapons. That was so hot! i really love sucking Your cocks! i tried to please! i can't wait to see the pics!

      i loved the flogging! i think that my pain tolerance is increasing! At least i hope it is. i did not want it to end. i love getting flogged. i loved the nut cracker! i loved being tied to the cross! i loved massaging Your feet! i only hoped that i could have massaged Lady Bernadett's feet. i loved everything! i was afraid! i will be honest! But i loved it! The whole idea of not knowing! i tried to remember everything that happened. i never wanted  the session to end! i really wanted to make You proud!
 
      

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